It’s my typical weekend with the family. The first tears have just been shed. Now I am getting a guilt trip, along with my sis. We are bad people, apparently. Now, I am finding angry videos on youtube and listening to them hoping they’ll work as therapy.
Sometimes I want to jump through the computer screen and swim through youtube. I could be wherever I wanted to be. I could be in this Jack’s Mannequin video, I could be hanging out with Chelsea Lately, I could be tripping out with Regina Spektor or Amy Winehouse. I could be anywhere.
Instead, I am here.